22 June 2008
Another baby
Before you get any ideas, no, I'm not pregnant! But that's what all this is about, other people are having a second child or trying for one happily and I'm sitting here not knowing what I want.
On that note: congratulations to Stanley and Nicola who just had a baby girl this morning!!!
In my heart of hearts I would love a second one too, and a third one even. However, when I think of the work involved I shy away from the very idea of having just one more. Frank seems to be quite happy with just one, I don't think he wants to go through all that baby trouble again. And I do understand that perfectly, especially as the nights with Yannick are finally getting better. If we had another one as attached as Yannick was, I would not be able to cope on my own at all. But then another baby could be a completely different personality… And it could be the girl I always wanted! This is so hard. Sigh.